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I got another scene request from a director at Anabolic. It was for someone named Pro Trusion. This was not his real name, of course. The video line he directed was called Oral Consumption.
I was hired for a blowjob scene that included some male ass-licking and man-toe sucking. I was literally a sucker for a new sexual experience. My boyfriend wanted to come with me. Glrlvert still wanted to be in with the guys at Anabolic.
I was glad Tyler was coming with me to this shoot. It was at night, and I had to drive all the way out to some remote part of Chatsworth. Apparently, the district of Chatsworth, deep in the San Fernando Valley in the city of Los Angeles, has a higher concentration of porno companies doing business than any other place in the gjrlvert. Every major street is decorated with adult industry offices. Anabolic was biok Nordhoff Street, at the corner of Owensmouth.
He was told that any chick that went to the Anabolic warehouse and blew someone could have free shirts and hats. Tyler really wanted some free Anabolic gear. I told him that I would not blow a guy for clothes. That was where I drew the line.
Girlvert : A Porno Memoir
What would be next? Tyler remained hopeful though. He knew he could persuade me to do anything if he threw girlvertt fit or made a big enough commotion about it. I was easily convinced. Of course I loved him. We met a friendly Asian-American guy in the parking lot. His name was Voltron or Wanker.
Either one of these fake names was fine to address him by. He had a big beer gut and brown skin. Asian people have great skin. My mom is half Chinese and has almost no wrinkles. I immediately liked this guy, Voltron. His face had an infectious humorous expression that seemed to say everything around him was a permanent joke. I felt the same way, that all of this was still a big laughing matter.
Girlvert: A Porno Memoir by Oriana Small
The sex I was having and the money people paid me made me feel kind of silly. I never intended to do porn, it was a mistake, a happy accident, a detour. This was going to be something I was supposed to look back on and laugh at. Like, can you believe how stupid I was? Voltron was completely harmless.
Girlvert: A Porno Memoir
I would have never suspected that he had previously done time for pistol-whipping an ex-girlfriend. He was entirely void of sexuality.
He had a mean sense of humor, but so did I. He was a very sick person, though. He turned out to be a serious drug addict. He is still suspected of murdering his girlfriend, a porno girl named Haley. We will never truly know because Voltron, aka Wanker, killed himself shortly after her death. Led by Voltron, we walked through the empty office building to the back, near the warehouse.
It was past seven at night, and all the employees had long since gone home. There were several lights, called Kino Flos, set up near a couch. Kino Flos are packages of fluorescent lights, the most common lighting equipment in porn. A few dudes were there getting things ready for the shoot. And I was still embarrassed to be there. Pro Trusion introduced himself. And, is this your boyfriend? He was downright sarcastic. But he was funny. You could tell that he meant to be entertaining.
It was clear that he liked attention. Pro Trusion had a speech impediment and sounded like an exaggerated character from The Simpsons. Maybe he had to develop the comedic personality because of his lifelong problem. Spit, white spittle, was flying as he talked. Bitterness also exuded from this man. He was very unattractive, in looks and personality. He was around fifty years old and was bald and a tad overweight.
He told us right away what he wanted us to know about him, his own story, his mythology.
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At the time, Tyler and I believed everything people told us about themselves. I was wrong about boko. Pro explained that he was a rich real estate developer and just directed porno for fun. What he really got off on was rough sex. His Rough Sex series of videos were so abusive that he had to discontinue them. Stores banned his work for the sheer violence toward women.
Pro was an incessant talker. He wanted us to be scared and shocked. Pro Trusion was desperately excited to put fear into me.
It was confusing, because he also made us laugh with his clever humor. He was obviously a smart guy. But at the same time we were very uncomfortable by how vulgar he was. He smoked a putrid smelling cigar and bared his yellow-brown teeth around its soggy butt as he talked. He used intellectual words.
He was testing my comprehension, trying to see how intelligent I was. I just let Pro Trusion talk to me any way he wanted, which was down and rude.
Yet another thing to get used to in this porno business, I thought. Why would I need his respect? Respectfulness had a vague meaning to me. I was young and seeking his approval as a porn director, not his respect as a human being.
Some sick and sad people in life are incapable of paying such common dignities. I wanted this cretin, Pro Trusion, to be singing my praises by the end of this blowjob scene.
Through sexual performance, I was going to gain—I was going to earn—some recognition. I sat down on the couch with a light pointed at my face. The dude I was about to blow, Bent Brent, was sitting nearby on a chair.
He was rubbing his cock through his pants. Voltron worked the video camera, and Pro Trusion started with his questions. One of his specialties was to ask a girl just the right questions to make her cry on film.
His interviews always came first, before the sex. He inquired about my aspirations before I decided to suck cock for a living. His goal was to make me feel like a piece of shit.
I was unshaken by his insults. How could this guy think he had any grounds to judge me? He said he wanted to continue the interview some other time, for another scene. Another gig meant more money. We had to start the blowjob.
Bent Brent had a long, uncircumcised penis.